Dear future girlfriend #33
Admittedly, I lose faith quite often. No matter how much I try, I find myself laying in bed with doubts at the end of the day. It gets to the point where it’s not when will I find you, but will I find you.
But then I escape into my imagination; I remind myself of all the beautiful things you are and how one day you’re going to make me the happiest man on earth. That, and the image of your sweet smile, gives me all the reassurance I need.
Till the next night, anyway.
Dear future girlfriend #32
This is starting to feel like a very long-distance relationship; we’re so far from each other - or so it feels that way. I really thought my luck would change this year, but you’re still not here. One more week of 2011 though!
Dear future girlfriend #31
I’m sorry; I have this ‘expectation disease’ where everything in my head is so far from reality, or never quite close enough. I’m sure I would have told you right from the start what I expected from us; and I know it’s not wise to have such expectations from the first time we met and especially right now. I have all these letters full of what I expect you to be like based solely on what I know about myself at that time.
But I’d like to think I know what I want; whether or not I get it remains a mystery, but if you’re reading this, then I got it - this isn’t something I’m going to just settle for.
It’s real. You’re real.
Dear future girlfriend #30
I want you to know that I will always be there for you. Your pain is my pain, your fight is my fight, your tears are my tears; we’ve become whole, and I will do anything to protect you… us.
Another day closer to us.
Dear future girlfriend #29
I love looking up at the sky and knowing that we’re both under the same one; it’s somehow reassuring. I know you’re there, here, somewhere.
And even though I get frustrated that you’re still not with me, that still puts a smile on my face.
Thinking of you.
Dear future girlfriend #28
I saw plenty of cute couples today; holding hands, hugging, just showing love for each other. It didn’t make me jealous; it made me happy. Happy for them and happy for what we’re going to have.
Now stop avoiding me! It’s only a matter of time till you’re stuck with me. It’s inevitable. You can’t stop it. Unfortunately for you, we’re meant to be.
Whenever you’re ready, I’ll be waiting.
Dear future girlfriend #27
Like I’ve said before, I already know exactly why I’ve fallen for you and that makes you perfect. I know people say nothing is perfect, but that’s not true; perfection exists, it just differs in each person’s eyes.
And in mine, you’re perfect.
Dear future girlfriend #26
I want to have someone to hold; to talk to; to hold hands with; to protect; to be there for; to lie with in bed on a cold evening, listening to the wind outside; to watch movies with; to go for a random walk with in the middle of the night just because; to experience my first kiss in the rain with; to experience many firsts with; to see the world with. Someone who, when I look into their eyes, I know that I am where I’m meant to be; who turns a bad day into a good day with the cutest smile. Someone who will give me something that will give my life meaning.
That person is you; and the strangest thing is, I miss you when I haven’t met you.
Dear future girlfriend #25
If good things take time you must be really good.
Dear future girlfriend #24
Every day that passes is a day closer to you. Our paths are slowly getting closer and closer together. I wonder how long it will take for me to realize that you are… you. I have a feeling I’ll know straight away, or so I fantasize it that way. Ha, when I think of you I see our eyes meeting across a room and getting that feeling… you know the ones that are probably only in fairy tales.
I don’t care how it happens, as long as it does.
Another day closer.
Dear future girlfriend #23
I’ve never been an early sleeper, I don’t go to bed unless I’m sleepy… which is usually very late. So I have plenty of boring nights - nights I wish I had you to call on, waking you up at some ridiculous hour just to hear your voice. These letters have been a good distraction, just knowing that you will be reading these someday… it’s almost like you’re already here. Like you exist… even though you’re nothing but a figment of my imagination. For now anyway.
I’m hopeful that my imagination will meet reality one day.
You will meet me.
Dear future girlfriend #22
The morning and the nights are starting to get colder, it’s time to say goodbye to what hopefully was my last summer without you. Winter is on its way and your warmth will be very much appreciated.
Dear future girlfriend #21
A lot of people have given up on love, you know, the true kind. The one that lasts. What we have. It saddens me that so many don’t believe in it, or don’t want to. I am different, I do look at things differently to most people. Sometimes I do live in a fantasy world full of optimism, I prefer it to reality, but true love exists. When I find you, I’d be able to finally prove it.
Dear future girlfriend #20
Life is so MEH right now. Mainly due to the fact that a whole semester of uni just started, but also because I don’t have you yet. I was hoping to write more but my mind is blank and I must get some sleep.
No rush… but like, hurry up.
Dear future girlfriend #19
Happy Valentines Day
Your future Valentine.