No, no, NO!
On August 31, 2013, Grannis married frequent musical collaborator, Jesse Epstein, in a small ceremony in Los Angeles, California. They met whilst attending high school, in which Jesse was in the grade below Kina. Epstein proposed to Grannis on Valentine’s Day of 2013.
So I just found this out.
Spoiler; future girlfriend is not Kina Grannis. Wah.
Dear future girlfriend #50
I miss you. I don’t get to write to you as often anymore; but you’re still completely in my thoughts. I still smile at the thought of the adventures we’ll have, hand in hand.
I look forward to the moment you come into my life and define the reasons for everything before it; and show me that the wait for real, genuine, love is the most worthwhile wait of our lives.
I look forward to that feeling.
Dear future girlfriend #49
It has been so long since I last wrote to you, I’ve been busy trying to become the person that you will eventually foolishly fall for.
In the past I may have not been ready, but I feel like all I want to do right now is meet my best friend, the person who will always be there for me. The person who will always make me laugh; make me realize that life is not as serious as they make it out to be - it’s much more fun than that.
Life is good; and for the first time in a long while, I can say that I feel good and mean it.
But I want to say life is great. So hurry up, punk.
Dear future girlfriend #48
I started writing these letters because I wanted to be able to sit down and share time with you, without you. It’s borderline insane, I know; but I sit here with nothing but you on my mind and it inspires me.
When you are reading this, know that you are the reason I stand next to you the person I am. You make me a better person; and for that I am forever grateful.
- Your mad boyfriend.
Dear future girlfriend #47
Another year passes without you, another one arrives holding some hope.
I’m finding it very difficult to even imagine finding someone who is utterly and completely perfect for me. Someone who could make me happier than I ever even thought possible; someone who could give me a new reason to breathe, a new passion for life.
Yet, I’m still holding on to the little bit of hope that remains. Because I know when we’re finally sitting there reading these silly letters together; I’ll know everything that I have imagined about you will not even compare to who you truly are.
No matter how low waiting can get, it’s going to be so worth it.
I’m holding on.
Dear future girlfriend #46
Almost another year without a sign of you, but you continue to be my inspiration.
Dear future girlfriend #45
There’s something about holding hands that is so special for me. I don’t know how to describe it exactly, but it’s like feeling complete. When our fingers are intertwined, everything else disappears; and it’s just us.
So give me your hand, it’s staying in mine for the rest of the day.
At the least!
Dear future girlfriend #44
One of the things I look forward to most is the memories we will share. I know our time together is going to be beautiful; and our moments, timeless.
I have had a lot of moments in my life that I look back at and just smile. Ever since I started writing these, I’ve made up moments in my head that don’t exist yet, that aren’t all that clear; but somewhere in the future, I want to look back at moments where I can see us clearly.
Dear future girlfriend #43
Its been so long since I last wrote to you, but of course you’re always on my mind.
I wish I could just get away; escape the norm, at least for a little while. I want to go somewhere completely foreign; and I want you there with me.
We could hold hands and walk around Central Park together; take a private Gondola ride in Venice together; stare into a clear night sky from the Atacama Desert together; walk the streets of Paris at midnight together; visit the amazing architectural landmarks of Italy together; get lost in New York together; walk the beautiful beaches of Fiji together; live, laugh and fall in love with each other - over and over again.
I’m going to dream about this some more.
Hope you’re getting closer.
Dear future girlfriend #42
It’s 4am in the morning, I’m listening to sad songs and being sad. All self-inflicted, I know; but I’m sick of being without you. Usually one thing keeps me going and that’s hope, but right now I’m feeling completely hopeless.
I want you here, for so many reasons. I need you to bring out the best in me; to show me that I really am something. I know it sounds needy and pathetic; but that’s what I am right now. I feel like utter crap; I don’t even know how to put it into words.
Show me you exist. Please.
Dear future girlfriend #41
I know we’re over there in the future having a fantastic time and that’s great, but I kinda need you here right now. So if you would start creeping your way into my life that would also be great.
Dear future girlfriend #40
I often write to you about how happy you’ve made me; but sometimes I wonder if I’m making you happy.
I wonder if, when you’re reading this, tomorrow never came, would you know how much love and care I have for you? If I haven’t made you smile today, I have failed. If I didn’t make you laugh, I have failed. If you cooked me a horrible meal and I didn’t smile and say it was delicious, I have failed. If I didn’t end an argument with "I’m sorry love, you’re right", I have failed.
Your happiness means the world to me. At the end of every day, I want to know that I have done everything I possibly can to make you happy the way you make me happy.
PS - you’re a great cook.
Dear future girlfriend #39
I love you; I want you; and I need you. But I don’t have you, not yet anyway. But I hold on to the hope that sometime in the future, you’re going to love, want and need me just as much.
When we look back at these letters together, I’m going to know exactly how lucky I am. I hope each one is putting a smile on your face; because at the end, that’s what I do it for.
Dear future girlfriend #38
Pack your bags, because today, we’re doing something crazy; we’re going to the airport and taking the very next flight, wherever it’s going.
PS - Yes, I am serious.
Dear future girlfriend #37
Some time ago, I was losing hope. I felt like there is no one for me, and that maybe what I’m looking for is a myth.
But then I met you, and you proved every doubt wrong.
You’re my inspiration.