Dear future girlfriend #51
Yet again it has been a while since I last wrote to you; but I haven’t lost hope.
It’s so hard being so in love with the concept of love but not believing in it. I want to believe; I don’t care how long it takes, I’ll be waiting.
Make me believe.
Dear future girlfriend #46
Almost another year without a sign of you, but you continue to be my inspiration.
Dear future girlfriend #42
It’s 4am in the morning, I’m listening to sad songs and being sad. All self-inflicted, I know; but I’m sick of being without you. Usually one thing keeps me going and that’s hope, but right now I’m feeling completely hopeless.
I want you here, for so many reasons. I need you to bring out the best in me; to show me that I really am something. I know it sounds needy and pathetic; but that’s what I am right now. I feel like utter crap; I don’t even know how to put it into words.
Show me you exist. Please.