Life is precious.
Dear future girlfriend #46
Almost another year without a sign of you, but you continue to be my inspiration.
Lucy Spraggan - Tea and Toast… currently on repeat. Love it.
I haven’t got a clue if you are the one, but I like you.
Fall to grow.
You can always begin again.
Something is bound to change.
Hope is a good thing.
Someday.
I push people away…
Dear future girlfriend #42
It’s 4am in the morning, I’m listening to sad songs and being sad. All self-inflicted, I know; but I’m sick of being without you. Usually one thing keeps me going and that’s hope, but right now I’m feeling completely hopeless.
I want you here, for so many reasons. I need you to bring out the best in me; to show me that I really am something. I know it sounds needy and pathetic; but that’s what I am right now. I feel like utter crap; I don’t even know how to put it into words.
Show me you exist. Please.
Never lose hope.
Never settle…
I have this little piece of hope…
I was never good with words…














