Dear future girlfriend #42

It’s 4am in the morning, I’m listening to sad songs and being sad. All self-inflicted, I know; but I’m sick of being without you. Usually one thing keeps me going and that’s hope, but right now I’m feeling completely hopeless.

I want you here, for so many reasons. I need you to bring out the best in me; to show me that I really am something. I know it sounds needy and pathetic; but that’s what I am right now. I feel like utter crap; I don’t even know how to put it into words.

Show me you exist. Please.