Dear future girlfriend #36

So it was my cousins wedding tonight; I think this is the second cousin of mine to get married since I started writing to you. It was at a beautiful vineyard; the whole thing was just perfect.

I love weddings; and every one I’ve been to, I’ve thought about you. I’m far from ready for marriage, but dammit, I can’t wait to love and actually be loved. I don’t know what it is, maybe because Valentines Day is just around the corner, I don’t know; but I am so, desperately, in need of you.

I just want to take you out and get that feeling where everyone else disappears; and all that’s left is you and me.

Find me.